dapplegrim

HELLO!!!! LIFE IS GOOD TODAY WAS A GOOD DAY!!!!!!

Up all night.
            Tucked in…
                            …But no sleep tight.
                                                                 Open eyes…
                                                                                       …Gazing at the starry sky.

                                                                                                                                                   Those millions of twinkling stars and yet…
                                                                                                                         
…what occupies my mind is you.



                                                                  My mind is a projector…
                                                                                                                                   … running slides against the night sky.

Its time to be HONEST

But I don't know who to be honest to

HER?

HIM?

THEM?

YOU?

Or me?


Masks off finally

We're out of time to hide

We reached the "Ready-or-not"

My expression is vulnerable finally.
It's open to be found.
A worn mask lies beneath my feet.

Who's it?

Who's going to find out?
Who will learn the truth about what lies beneath?
Will you judge me?
I know I will judge myself as I have all along.


My heart is vulnerable and expression-filled
WILL YOU FINALLY SEE?

That my heart belongs to you not me.

I wonder why I'm like this?

Some days I'll think I can be okay while I wait for you to wake up,


After all your obliviousness is part of that charm,
And really it can be so cute and add so much fun into life

I LOVE to see you laugh, smile,
…


…I wonder why it's like this,


Some days I feel like I'll wait for you forever if I have too…

And I'll be okay until then,


And then I see you and remember how much I want you forever, starting today.

OK AVANT-GUARDE PEOPLE YES THIS IS ME!!!!!!!


If you are reading this thank you for looking me up!